father's day without him

Raja Abdullah bin Raja Othman

13.3.1941 - 8.12.2007

thanks God for giving the chance to my dad to go to Mecca

he had completed his life

i'm glad he had this chance

he was diagnosed with colon cancer on 2007

i wasn't at home

he was hospitalized for quite a time

but i was too scared to visit him

*phobia to blood*

i spent less time with him since i entered boarding school

*yes, i blamed u MRSM*

i used to be with him, tailing him where ever he goes

now, i can't describe how i regret those days

this was during our holiday in Kedah

we went to Kota Marina (if i'm not mistaken la)

i was 15 i think..hehehe



i lost him at 8 december 2007
luckily everyone were at home
i always think that abah knew that he is going
and didn't want to see us cry
he died at hospital, where we were not with him

don't worry abah...your daughters are tough girls
we are strong...
thanks for everything...
 WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER

p/s: miss him badly

lesen memandu

hurmmmm......=(

i am 20 now but i dont have my 'lesen memandu' yet

why????

i don't know

*yolakn*

seriously jealous

the others already receive their lesen penuh

but me....not even register to learn

*1r535ssajdfeyutriqhdxn;o12847c5 em 0t2nc *

Ezza syg even blogged new 'lesen'

adila, aimi, mail, iz, ects.....

and some even have their very own car...

arggggghhhhh!!!!

p/s: =(