you poor thing

as i told before, i have 3 (actually 4, including kawad) tests this week

difficulty??

i don't wanna think about them anymore............

i am the most miserable creature today

*kesian gile*

i got TITAS test today but i forgot to bring my pencil case

*bongek kn??*

then i realise i didn't have by LINGLANGTEA text book

*nasib ad NANAB*

m209 was freezing 

*i'm on the ice land*

and what make thing worse.....

jeng3......

called Bendahari UiTM and she said that they haven't received MY CHECK yet

n we have to make a few phone 

calls b4 we really got the info we wanted

*thanks Aimi for the phone*

i've called MARA n they said they posted them since LAST week

*desperately need money*

p/s: stressed out...nearly burnout

MOOD: moody

since i arrived on Friday, my back was in pain

credit to the bus seat, a very comfortable seat n

the long journey

i stayed at mys sis's place n celebrated her daughter's birthday

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY ARINA!!!

i haven't got enough sleep n my brain isn't working properly

nk raya lgggggggggg......

next week is going to be a GREAT week

as i'm going to have

3 TESTS IN A ROW

history n philosophy in education

introduction to guidance and counseling

TITAS

p/s: wish me luck!!

my ramadhan punye cite

i know we are in the month of Syawal

but i wanna tell you my activities during Ramadhan

yup, MY BREAKFASTING activities

here some pics to share

ANI SUP UTARA

MCD

OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE

BARRA

SABARIAH

SECRET RECIPE

 ALAMANDA

thanks to all who dine together with me

let's do it again.....

never be the same

i have to tell you that this raya IS THE BEST!!!

even i don't have new 

baju raya or kasut raya

but the family is REUNITE again

i hope this will stay the same n we'll be happily ever after

back: nani, abby n me

front: ida, mommy, aya

with sisters n cousins at Takong

my BIG family

di pagi raya ini......

1st of all

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

even this raya isn't like before but i'm glad to be at home

*thanks God i'm in Shah Alam*

with not so glamorous baju raya or fancy raya shoes, it going to be great to spend times with family

my love told me he'll come if he can...YEAH!!

but it is okay darl if you can't make it

we'll celebrate later....=]

p/s: whoever celebrate raya in Pengkalan Hulu, do come to my house

Alhamdulillah...

at 4.30 AM, i safely arrived home...*at last*

the journey from Shah Alam to Pengkalan Hulu somehow seems like forever

7 hours in the bus....

ARGHHH!! 

curse the air-cond

i nearly die of freezing

nothing is more relaxing than holidays

except for the assignments that joining my so-called vacation

so, i take this chance to THANKS all my beloved lecturers for giving me this tasks 

so i can fulfill my leisure time 

seriously, I MEAN IT

assignments are better that have to collect fund okay

before this for Gaza and now for the Cambodia

and what makes thing worse is that the collection is our EXAM MARKS

p/s: i don't think this is fair....

budak2 gigi besi

ape yg best gigi besi ni pon xtau

org ckap nk kurus cepat pakai la...

hakhak

btol la 2....

2 org kwn aku ni mmg kurus la weiii

adela yang HOT (la sgt..)

didi yg buffer....

thanx guys for spending some time breaking fast with me
next time we hang out, it will be my treat

p/s: serious rindu kt korg.....

AgAin

this actually a translation from opening song of 'Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood'

i love the song and just wanna share with you guy

i'll put the song next time

I am supposed to pursue my dream
in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.

Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand. I closed my eyes
but I could still see things I do not want to see.

Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting something
from this thing called "reality".

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.

How do I open the next door? I'm thinking.
The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.

There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia.
I welcome this pain.